Sword raised... Ready for WAR!!

Its that time of the semester again...

Sem exams begin from Monday. The preps are as usual not up to the mark. But, being a faithful engineering student... The true and effective preps start the night before.

Its gona be a 3 long weeks. No sleep for starters. Though it is hard, this time I am certainly gona try not sleeping. Sleep makes all the difference. Pass or fail. S grade or A grade. Midnight teas and teas at 3 in the morning would surely be in.

The best part of staying in a hostel is that you always have some one to explain anything to ya and the atmosphere at 2 in the morning is similar to 6 in the evening. You still have people roaming around in the corridors. Canteen, is always a crowded place. Max crowd between 12 and 1. Its kinda psychological to have tea or coffee once the clock hits 12.

I certainly don't have a great CGPA (Cumulative Grade Point Average) to boast about. Infact I have one the most pathetic ones. So, this time its gona be a sincere effort to try improving my GPA. Though I hate the system, it sometimes gets to you.

The below are a few reminders I have made up for myself.

1. NO SLEEP!!! ( no matter how much I love it!)
2. don't leave portions for the next morning.
3. No better time than night time.
4. High time to prove my worth.. And prove a lot of people wrong.
5. The heat is on... Sweat it out.
6. Its time to "reclaim" my life. I cant find a better chance to start off with.

The swords are raised and the WAR horn has been blown. Its now or never.

December 2nd, independence day, for me, at least. Would be on a train back to hyderabad!!

Henceforth, I guess the next post would be after I have completed my sems.

Wish me LUCK!! (well I don't believe in it.. But then what harm may it cause!!)

Edited on 14th Nov:

One more things to the list!
7. NO cricket... even if INDIA is on a winnig spree and Dhoni's favorite number is 6!! Yippee... India won the series!! Watch out SA!! 1st ODI at HYD and i cant believe i am not there!

The PAST SEZ.....

People keep telling "don't look at the past" "Forget the past" "Jo hona tha so hogaya... Uske bare mein sonch ke khy faida"

All shit. The past is your portal. It is an experienced proof of all the mistakes, achievements and everything you did. How can you even think of forgetting the past? How can you even think that it holds no reference to you?

The above few lines were probably written out of frustration. But then, sometimes you do realize that it is the past that drives your future. You might have been a king in the past, you might have been the best of the best, you might have been the most wanted guy/gal, you might have been everything you are not right now! So, don't look at the past and just drive on?

The point of being what you were in the past is something like benchmarking yourself. The fact that eventhough you have lost all the luster you had in the past, you atlest HAD IT!! I would say it is the driver of your future because all the feelings, at the height of your life cannot be forgotten. The point that you have reached the apex is that you can always reach it again!

Why do we fall son? So that we can learn to pick ourselves up again. - BATMAN BEGINS

When you build a castle from trash... and if the castle happens to... disintegrate, we at least have the belief that we can do it again because I have DONE IT IN THE PAST! been there, done that!

The frequent misconception is that thinking about the failures of the past might just get you down. The way to look at it is to analyze what went wrong and start working on it. Learning to pick ourselves up with out any support is tough but sure is a thrill when you do it.

I had an impressive past. When I look back now, I guess I did have my share of stardom and fame. But do I have it now?? The answer would be in the negative. But as I said... If I can do it once I can always do it again. Everyone dreams about being famous. I, don't dream. The omens keep saying you will be back... I know I will regain my lost territory. The question is when? Its not the mera number ayega stuff... Its more like the silence that prevails before a fierce battle back to the top.

I guess that explains the shit all of us go through. Its more of a training given to take up the worst. So, no matter what comes along your way... no matter how hard it is. The PAST is always there to your rescue. I have seen worse... That changes the whole senario.

My def. For PAST- Post Analysis for Steady transition (transition to the better...)